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Saturday, July 02, 2005

helloo!!
juz came back from farewell camp 05`
omg time realli flies too fast
nw im alrd ex ma'am
why do we have to leave?!!
juz cant bear it
couldnt stop cryin since last night
was feelin so freakin emotional
so many thing kept inside
felt like i was gonna asphyxiate anytime
lookin at the whole BIG picture but i guess it doesnt matter nw
does it?
so many things said
and everytime i felt like burstin out askin 'wad have you done'
ok i shall hush nw
or ill not be able to control myself
too many things tt is questionable
afterall i noe im too insignificant
tt even if i voice it out,ill be condemned
i had burst out cryin durin the promo for sec4s
it was juz wad i felt at tt time had gotten so bad to me
cried as tho someone had died
it was breakin my heart too much
it hurts.really does
couldnt bear the thoughts

nw we've handed over the unit to the com 05/06
oh wells gd luck to the YOs in workin with them
heh
anyways stayed back and talked to some of the sec3s
hope tt adelene and eirene would rmb the things the 6 of us told them
lol siow kee is motherly.so funny
the 6 of us talked to the sec3s till bout 1
was gd to get to talk to them
i guess the sec3s and the 5 of them really made me calm down
anyways thanks juniors!all of u for ur presents,the concert u put up for us
and most of all the camp tt the sec3s organised.
tho i din enjoy certain things
i certainly did enjoy the camp itself and all the juniors!
i wished we had not passed out so soon
i love all of you juniors!!!and yep the 5 of u too!!
good luck to the com of 05/06!!!
lol my 5 sdc babies do well!! x))

hmm ill blog more if i have the time and mood to.
juz so many things in my mind
and too tired from the camp itself.
byebye

some things even if u see it clearly later on
u would nvr get a chance to regret it
and it would be useless
and to regret it only later is stupid
leadership and responsibility is DIFFERENT from dictatorship and empty talk
everyone except youuuuuuuu felt the same way.

laleeee ;
x 5:57 PM